i made the worst decision i ever could. I choose to leave him.

I've been waiting for him the whole day, not only that he didn't turn up, he's sitll discussing about work. the whole point is, can he be trusted this time?

You know that kind of feeling whereby you hae been really pushing the r/s so hard yet on the other hand holding on, you broke loose, took a break ad got back, things seems to change a little but it just couldn't work out. You feel tired, it's hurt, you still tear with thoughts of leaving him but you couldn't take it. it hurts even more where u have to keep pushing.


i don't see a reason why I wanna leave him if he really changed to love me the right way but he hasn't... after so much we been through, he still couldn't love me the right way.



I m so sick of tearing every now and then. The same old words, you will never be able to put yoursellf in my shoes.


my holiday ends at aug, i need a job.