wished that you could hug me from the back.. telling me you love me.

Sometimes, it's true that honey moon period will never last. Neither does promises.

I m always praying for the right one. Maybe I didn't treasure in the first place but when i realized that it's my fault, I will change.

And when always I learn to change , it's always too late for me.

Sometimes, I hope you could understand how I felt. It isn't easy to control one's emotion esp to find out that someone you loved changed.

I've stopped clubbing, Hanging out with friends... even stop wearing my favourtie clothes. Laided down my pride and ego. Neglected my best friends. Lied to my friends. 

Now my life is just like monotone. At times... I wished.... I wish... I could think for myself.