why did i leave you in the first place - because u treated me like shit. You ever treasure me. u didn't even say thanks then i pack your lagguage. You never even apprecaited anything about me. iNSTEAD OF ASKING ME TO GO JAPAN WITH YOU, YOU MSG YOUR COUSIN, KIKI telling her you wanna go japan with her only. Paying for her tickets. How would i feel?


In the airport, you walk around, fuck care me when i was sleeping alone at the waiting area, were you even there to hold me? it's cold. i'ts really very cold.

Then before we boarded on the plane, the security stop us because they found lighter inside our bags . you took out your lighter, And then u boarded the plane, leaving me alone doing the packing and unpacking. I bursted out in tears infront of everyone... Margert was asking me, "how come he never accompany you??"


You kept saying that i was with benji, YES, i put up his photos to piss you off. I have my childish side too. WHY? BECAUSE YOU WROTE IN YOUR FRIENDSTER FIRST, YOU WANT HUI LING BACK, 2ND, YOU TELL ME TO STOP CAL LING U CAUSE YOUR GF WILL BE JEALOUS, THIRD, YOU WENT TO TELL CORDE THAT YOU WANT TO PACK BACK W ITH YOUR EX.


So i put up his photos.



When i explain to you, you're the one started it, you kept saying because i was with benji. GET STRAIGHT TO THE POINT, I STARTING PUTTING UP HIS PHOTOS WHEN YOU TOLD CORDE YOU WANNA PATCH WTIH YOUR EX.



ONE LAST THING, WHAT HAVE I FUCKING DONE WRONG TO YOU? I SHITTED YOU LIKE SHIT WHEN WE WERE DATING BECAUSE I DON'T FUCKING LIKE YOU. YOU'RE DIRTY. YOU DON'T SHOWER WHEN YOU MEET ME. YOU STINK THE WHOLE FUCKING CAR WITH YOUR BODY ODOUR. YOUR HAIR IS SUPER OILY AND DISGUSTING. THE REASON WHY I MEET YOU BECAUSE YOU'RE SINCEREAND YOU HAVE MONEY BUT I CANT STAND YOU.



but on 14th feb itself, it's a different thing. yes it's fast but because when i agreed, i recalled all the sincere things you did for me. The way you cried, i decided to treat you the right way.

I moved in to the 22nd floor, you went missing, i went up and down searching for you. i was having a project on and deadline was just days ahead, i neglect and keep walking up and down to the car park to see whther you'r home. keep going to your house and ring the bell. Calling derek weeping that i couldn't find you. but what happened after that? when i ring the bell for the last time , your aunt opened the door and i realised that you were sleeping.


you said that you will buy foo for me, i waited from evening till midnight , you disappeared, i couldn't take it, u just keep disappearing, i cried in the room, you know but you didn't bother much, you just left the food there and go home sleep.



you know, all you can do is to gek me..



finally we got back, you work, ok. gooD. you work from afternoon till midnight. ytd say wan meet me, in the end, dua me the whole day.


Today say want meet, 3pm meet, in the end say 8pm meet then 10.45 then you disappeared till 12am+.


I M NOT SAYING YOU CAN'T WORK, YOU CAN, YES I ENCOURAGED YOU BUT THE POINT IS THAT, YOU NOT SHOWIG ANY LOVE FOR ME. YOU SAID YOU WANAN MEET ME FOR DINNER BUY ME DINNER, YOU DIDN'T EVEN BRING ANY FOOD BACK. THE WHOLE POINT IS IF YOU CARE, WOULD YOU BEAR TO LET ME GO HUNGRY? YOU'RE FUCKING DIFFERENT. YU CAME HERE, ALL YOU CAN DO IS SLEEP. ALL I WANTED TO DO IS YOU TO LOVE ME. I M DOING EVERYTHING TO SEEK YOUR ATTENTION, SEEK YOUR CARE, YOU DON'T BOTHER. I PROVE SO MUCH , ALL YOU CAN SAY IS, "NO WONDER EVERYBODY SAYS THAT YOU'RE A SLUT, WHEN I NO MONEY, NO CAR YOU LEAVE ME."


WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO TO PROVE THESE AREN'T TRUE? DO YOU REALLY WANT ME TO LIT MY WRIST INFRONT OF YOU TO SHOW THAT I REALLY LOVE YOU AND THESE FACTS FROM YOUR FUCKING FRIENDS ARE NOT TRUE?


NOW YOU JUST KEEP SHOWING PPL HOW MUCH MONEY YOU HAVE. TELLING PPL WAH, YOU GOT SO MANY CARDS, ONE MONTH CAN SIGN 30 K. BIG FUCK.


GO AHEAD AND SAY THINGS WHICH HURT ME BECAUSE I SEEN YOUR TRUE COLOUS YOU'RE JUST TOO ARRAGONT. YOU JUST CAN'T STOP SHOWING OFF YOUR MONEY TO BUY FRIENDS. SO WHAT IF ONE DAY YOU RISE UP TO BE THE MOST RICH PERSON ON EARTH?


you can never buy everything.


I finally seen what kind of person you are. You just keep smiling w hen i tried to talk things out with you just now. you can even smile when i was tearing. you just keep smiling when i was trying to tell you how much i did for you.


i finally feel regretted loving you. I finally see the true you. you're just too self centered and egolistic.


i don't know what shit you have been telling kiki about me. probably tht's why she hates me. i don't know what hit have you been telling everyone. thanks for screwing up my reputation. but at least it doesn't matters now cause i have true friends. Friends who won't make me cry but instead, always there for me. you have none. you have to pay for their cab so that they can come down accompany you.








FUCK YOU MELVIN. I'LL PROVE TO YOU I CAN BE HAPPIER WITHOUT YOU OR YOUR STUPID MELVIN. LASTLY, YOU SUCK IN MAKING UP STORIES AND EVERYONE KNOWS THAT YOU'R A HYPOCRITE. STOP ACTING. YEAH YEAH, GO BITCH BEHIND MY BACK. GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. LIKE I CARE.







goodbye. My love for you was never a lie.