i got back together with him and i m really very happy, he cut his hair short and look like a nerd now.

He changed, yeah for the better , on the character wise but not the way he treated me. I mean, yeah be brought me panadols and cough syrup for me but i miss those times which he was really sweet towards me.

maybe i was asking for too much but i m pretty contented now but yet on the other hand, i feel that he's too good for me. contradicting here but, suddenly, i felt like i gonna lose him again.


He's leaving for italy for 2 weeks for business trip and dubai later on. By the time he's back my school had already started and we have been together amost everyday, the sudden loss of him is leaving a deep impact on me.


Argg...i dunno what's wrong.