Photos will be up tomorrow.


Recently's schedule was fully packed with James, Project and school.

My A2 Negative space, 2 A4 negative space, Landscape Canvas Painting, Sphere, The Bear contour drawing and 3D chilli wire [With the help of Ade, Corde, Yunita, Bee Eng] got submitted to gallery. Was super happy after all the fucking effort and time, I don't even have time to scan for cuties anymore.



Last week, Got really bad breathing problems that James have to accompany me to hosp twice and due to the medicine I've been taking and mixing together, Cause BAD illusion which I though I seem "stuff" becuz of the last trip to OCH was a bad one. Door Slamming from every block... I meant REALLY hard slam. James was freaked out that he want " Are you sure you wanna go in?" while turning and walking.. "Are you sure??" -> LOL?


So Project just keep coming up and never stop.

Clay work -> 5 bowls, 1 coin box, 1 animal

Printmaking -> 4 monotones on A3 , 10 final printmaking on A3.Bascially just for in case cause out of 10... maybe 1 or 2 will loook perfect. The ink is TOTALLY SUCKY. totally.


Left with clay work, Print making, Video making and A2 size pointereism [don't know how to spell, Bascially filled the WHOLE fucking paper with dots. The shading EVERYTHING just dots. ] And some research essay.


The Demon clay, took me 2 days... 6 hours each.. or more to finish it. DUE to the fact that I often miss class, I didn't took note the right way to moulding the bloody face so somehow, it CRACKED.... and the lower part of the jaw is TOTALLY GONE. . No way of heating it up in the ovan as it will cause explotion ---> [@#$#^$&^%*&]

Those hard work.... NOW, the head is in the RECYCLE BIN for clays. cb. Super hearting breaking.



AND THEN, the dragon.... 2 days,slept for only 2 hours just to finish that piece of shit.


Firstly, wanna do the whole body, in the end, turned out like some snake with duck mouth. ARGH. 2nd attempt, baby dragon on egg, LOOK like you know power ranger got this dinosour out there to destroy the city? -.-

3rd attempt. Do dragon head -> Looked like crocodile.


Fucking banana


James named it as the -Crocodile + Dragon = Dracadile


NVM.. Brought it to school. 2 bowls cracked. Face crack. Dracadile on the verge of cracking of my lecturer saved it. =D


SO..... Dracadile is degraded to coin box instead bcuz of the cracks but somehow, he kept my work. :D
SO now must make another animal within 2 weeks. ARGH. Gonna work on something bigger, MUAHAHAHH!


Today, Came to school late. missed the printmaking class and was entirely stress up. Felt like giving up adding that my clay work piece are encouraging me to go hang myself. TILL THEN, my saviour = ADE + CORDE.


OMG.... Ade was on fasting so i belive he was super tired and he's been in school the whole day but he still never fail to try and help me. Giving me instructions on printmaking. Helping me to find materials and coaching me despite how busy he is...

While Corde.. She maybe nagging and always giving alot of comments which the whole class agree on this but she's reallly reallly reallllllllly sweet.

She actually help me all along with the clay and printmaking which makes me super touched lah. I mean, I always skipped class because too tired (meetup with james too often in the night) then overslept. Next day go school start panicing and questioning students which is totally annoying lah..


But Corde, Despite whatever happened in the past, Well, she never gave up on me. She even help me to cope with the ink ( the ink, is FUCKEDUP, you need the thinner to clean it.. Only that and it creates SUPER big mess, you won't even wanna work with it. Trust me) despite that the thinner cause rashes to pop up on her hands, she never stop, she just keep helping me to finish me... Actually, all the work she done, She has already helped me to do more than half.


I mean, It's so late and everyone were so shagged out. EVERYONE.. even her but she's the only one who actually helped me with cleaning, Help me to place out the work piece nicely for drying purpose, accompany me to get ALL the materials needed, running up and down with me.


WAH LAU.. No kidding, Seriously, I almost cried... I mean, I was really stress out at that point of time , on the verge of giving up but.. WAH LAU... She ah..... =(


Really .. I swear I was on the verge of crying when those rashes on her hands got fiery red. Fucking heartbreaking . As you guys know, I don't really know how to express myself by words but actions and I don't wanna cry in front ofher bcuz it's damn gay.( I bet she will think I m bie or whatever)


I owe her lots man. And this is not the first time she's been helping me. It's just that at times i took her for granted but now i realised that.. She's someone worth treasuring and will NEVER be taken granted for......


Thanks alot corde.