"Why if the heart is the strongest organ in the body does it break so easily? Some things we do not want people to know; we build walls around our hearts. Some things are just too personal to let other people know.

Love sees through every wall and barrier we put up. We cannot hide from love or fake it; it sees through everything. That is why it scares us.

To love someone is to let them inside our hearts where our true feelings lie. We let only a select few into our hearts trusting them with what is inside. Love takes the best in us and makes it better, it makes us a better person and gives us the power to see all that is good in others.


Why then do we back away from love? If we know that love does so many good things to us, why do we not want to feel it? Because we know the consequences it can bring. Not every person we let into our hearts is going to respect what is inside.

They may take for granted that we have trusted them.

For someone to break our heart after we trusted them is the worst pain in the world. The heart is the emotional organ and an emotional wound is different from a physical wound.

There are no Band-Aids to put across our hearts. There is no medicine to take to feel better; only time can heal a broken heart.

After our hearts have been broken, it is difficult to accept love again because love is the strongest emotion and its strength scares some of us. "




Got this some from articles. Makes alot of sense.
My past ceased my courage from loving someone maybe worth loving from further. I could still feel the fresh pain, see those indelible memories vivdly . Praying hard that he could be right one to tranquillise anxiety before a new r/s is formed but somehow or rather, it was me who's pushing him away.

You guys know how much I've been through. I know you guys gonna say "AIYOH, another guy meh?" or "Haiya, Later you like another person again" I do admit that I fall for others EASILY but that is when there no one stands inside me. OK IN OTHER WORDS, when I single lah ok? -.-


Guys, tell me if I should give it a try? I m just too paranoid to fall again.I don't wanna go through those healing stages again and again.


Sigh


Tomorrow ZOUK!
Tomorrow just gonna drink as much as I can. ANYONE WANNA JOIN ME?!