There are so many things I wish I could tell you
So many feelings
Too many thoughts
But words on their own can cause many faults


Twisted words lie and assumptions are wrong
I just wish sometimes my feelings weren't so strong
In my dreams, I picture sitting you down
and exposing my heart to you


But I don't want to hurt you or make you doubt,
that's something that words can do
All I can do is show you my love
and keep all my words inside


My negativity and all my fears
are something that I can hide
For exposing them might show you,
I'm not as strong as I wish I could be


That I'm not always happy and cheerful inside
and that's not what I want you to see
Isn't it strange that words meant for communication
can somehow get in the way


That what you feel in your heart and soul
can come out wrong in what you say
But I know in these next few words that
I write will never come out wrong


I love you and I miss you, Jack
and I promise to always be strong


Thanks for pulling me up again throughout the whole night.