Amanda
Anyway i hate kim. She had s*x wif my ex. I hate her! 31 Mar 07 05:43
218.186.64.123
no-one
yup, agree wif pang no war! i donno amanda but i love to read her blog. she's really a pretty babe i can say... Amanda post more of ur photo. (: 31 Mar 07 04:57
218.186.64.123
HOW retarded.
Amanda
so i guess we can break it off from here then. take care 30 Mar 07 20:00
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Hey.. you should really learn to be smarter.
Saturday, March 31, 2007
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Have you ever done so much for a best friend where by you didn't want him/she know anything. Knowing that your character is mainly expressing yourself thru actions rather by words.
Yes, I'm egolistic.
That's me.
I've been tolerating shits you've done which u might not even know that had hurt me and in case you never know, I m always doing thing delibrately but not towards you.
U never know how hurt it felt when I laid my hands on you. Why do you have to push me to the limits? You motherfucker.
Now that it's over for the friendship for a beginning for a new hatred game.
ok. Back from hongkong then cruise with sweets. WOOTS! shopping. Photos = tons. :(
School has been really very stress up.
Yes, I'm egolistic.
That's me.
I've been tolerating shits you've done which u might not even know that had hurt me and in case you never know, I m always doing thing delibrately but not towards you.
U never know how hurt it felt when I laid my hands on you. Why do you have to push me to the limits? You motherfucker.
Now that it's over for the friendship for a beginning for a new hatred game.
ok. Back from hongkong then cruise with sweets. WOOTS! shopping. Photos = tons. :(
School has been really very stress up.
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
haven't been updating for really quite awhile
Been really busy with school, boyfriend , holiday in bangkok again with parents and hongkong with my hubbiee.
Currently working on sculpture and sketches. ROCK wait till u see my sculpture. HEE? have really TONS OF PHOTO TO UPLOAD and i miss my parents.
Ytd went back with my hubbie for dinner with my parents . I see they are getting old and weak and this is breaking my heart. They want me to move back and same for me but about what about mel? Sigh. I wish we all could stay together.
Seeing my dad hair balding and turning grey stabs me hard wherelse my mum movements getting fragile.
Mel told me that my mum cried when he's talking to him about me . She admitted that she really spoilt me from young and she kept telling mel to really take good care of me. Telling him alot of things about me which makes me realised that, they are the ones who understands me the best and the only one who could make me break down anytime. I misses them and i love them. Sigh
Been really busy with school, boyfriend , holiday in bangkok again with parents and hongkong with my hubbiee.
Currently working on sculpture and sketches. ROCK wait till u see my sculpture. HEE? have really TONS OF PHOTO TO UPLOAD and i miss my parents.
Ytd went back with my hubbie for dinner with my parents . I see they are getting old and weak and this is breaking my heart. They want me to move back and same for me but about what about mel? Sigh. I wish we all could stay together.
Seeing my dad hair balding and turning grey stabs me hard wherelse my mum movements getting fragile.
Mel told me that my mum cried when he's talking to him about me . She admitted that she really spoilt me from young and she kept telling mel to really take good care of me. Telling him alot of things about me which makes me realised that, they are the ones who understands me the best and the only one who could make me break down anytime. I misses them and i love them. Sigh
Saturday, February 10, 2007
Just reached home after sending yannie home.
Had alot of fun initially till i got home. I can't stop but thinking, I can't afford to take the risk after so much failed r/s in the past. I can't trust him . He'shas beeing missing for 2 days and he claimed tht he's sleeping because sick and i just met him in the noon and then he's missing till now, again. He claimed that he's sick since the day b4. how could he sleep so long? And i even called his house where his cousin claimed he's not home.
Been single since april and now , I falling into it again. Reached home , Can't help but cried. Did told people that in a r/s , without trust it will fall but yet I'm contradicting myself.
I can't take it yet i don't wanna lose him either. Studies had been totally affect till I can't even concentrate at all. I can't even skecth or paint anymore. Basically, Just thinking about what he's doing. I know i m sensitive but I can't help it after so much happened.
Should I give up? i can't go on weeping everyday, Thinking and praying he's really sleeping. I can't go on like this....
Had alot of fun initially till i got home. I can't stop but thinking, I can't afford to take the risk after so much failed r/s in the past. I can't trust him . He'shas beeing missing for 2 days and he claimed tht he's sleeping because sick and i just met him in the noon and then he's missing till now, again. He claimed that he's sick since the day b4. how could he sleep so long? And i even called his house where his cousin claimed he's not home.
Been single since april and now , I falling into it again. Reached home , Can't help but cried. Did told people that in a r/s , without trust it will fall but yet I'm contradicting myself.
I can't take it yet i don't wanna lose him either. Studies had been totally affect till I can't even concentrate at all. I can't even skecth or paint anymore. Basically, Just thinking about what he's doing. I know i m sensitive but I can't help it after so much happened.
Should I give up? i can't go on weeping everyday, Thinking and praying he's really sleeping. I can't go on like this....
Monday, February 05, 2007
Guys, btw, i now have 2 blogs because of school project. WWW.Amanda-ho.blogspot.com is for my school blog. forced to open one. =(
Sweet brought me for shopping spree!
Sweet brought me for shopping spree!
Friday, February 02, 2007
Now in school. Feel super vexed. Cannot cope with projects.
I don't even feel like talking. I can't even talk. The o nly thing I can do now is cry. I just wanna cry. Fuck.
I can't even talk to corde nor ade.
After bk gve remarks about my art blog, I felt pretty disappointed. I shouldn't have even spend my time on melvin And my sketches? ALL DOWN THE FUCKING DRAIN because i don't have the fucking time to work on it. ALL given to melvin. Fuck.
That's it.
I just wanna cry out loud but that ain't gonna help at all. I realised I really can't cope time with r/s at all . I thought I could.
Melvin gonna start screaming at me for not meeeting him. Then he's gonna stress me out saying I didn't spend time on him. I can't take this no more. He's gonna start pushihng fault to me then gonna strat calling me bitch blah blah this blah blah that.
He's already stressing me out ytd when I had a fight with stan. I just need peace to w ork on my project sketches but he wouldn't leave me alone. He kept calling and calling. FUCK... I really can't stand it anymore. Can't he just be a little more understanding? I just need some quiet time to work on my own stuff. Everytime I get really stress up or vexed or school works.... He will assume that i m pissed with him then he will start annoying me by askin am I piss off with him or why m i so angry... WHEN EVERYTIME I TRIED TO EXPLAIN THAT I M FUCKING TIRED NOT ANGRY. I m sick of explaining upteen times tthat I m not angry at all. I'm just fucking tired.
I m sick of hushing him down like a fucking baby where I was the one who needs to be hush. FUcking hell. I m sick of him. Why is he pressuring me when I m fucking failing my semester now!!!
I don't need his fucking porsche nor his fucking money or penthhouse. I just need someone to understand me. TO hush me down.
I have proojects to rush. I m fucking sick . I m drowning myself with pills daily. 3 times a day. Fucking tired. Why can't he just spare me some space for my own stuff. Fucking self centered.
Just feel drowning myself with sleeping pills. I m sick of life. FUck it.
I m so sick of everything.
I don't even feel like talking. I can't even talk. The o nly thing I can do now is cry. I just wanna cry. Fuck.
I can't even talk to corde nor ade.
After bk gve remarks about my art blog, I felt pretty disappointed. I shouldn't have even spend my time on melvin And my sketches? ALL DOWN THE FUCKING DRAIN because i don't have the fucking time to work on it. ALL given to melvin. Fuck.
That's it.
I just wanna cry out loud but that ain't gonna help at all. I realised I really can't cope time with r/s at all . I thought I could.
Melvin gonna start screaming at me for not meeeting him. Then he's gonna stress me out saying I didn't spend time on him. I can't take this no more. He's gonna start pushihng fault to me then gonna strat calling me bitch blah blah this blah blah that.
He's already stressing me out ytd when I had a fight with stan. I just need peace to w ork on my project sketches but he wouldn't leave me alone. He kept calling and calling. FUCK... I really can't stand it anymore. Can't he just be a little more understanding? I just need some quiet time to work on my own stuff. Everytime I get really stress up or vexed or school works.... He will assume that i m pissed with him then he will start annoying me by askin am I piss off with him or why m i so angry... WHEN EVERYTIME I TRIED TO EXPLAIN THAT I M FUCKING TIRED NOT ANGRY. I m sick of explaining upteen times tthat I m not angry at all. I'm just fucking tired.
I m sick of hushing him down like a fucking baby where I was the one who needs to be hush. FUcking hell. I m sick of him. Why is he pressuring me when I m fucking failing my semester now!!!
I don't need his fucking porsche nor his fucking money or penthhouse. I just need someone to understand me. TO hush me down.
I have proojects to rush. I m fucking sick . I m drowning myself with pills daily. 3 times a day. Fucking tired. Why can't he just spare me some space for my own stuff. Fucking self centered.
Just feel drowning myself with sleeping pills. I m sick of life. FUck it.
I m so sick of everything.
Friday, January 26, 2007
HUNNNNNNNNNNIE WANTS HUBBBBBBBBBBBBBBIE!!!
I WANT MY HUBBBIE!
I WANT MY HUBBBIE!
I WANT MY HUBBBIE!
I WANT MY HUBBBIE!
I WANT MY HUBBBIE!
I WANT MY HUBBBIE!
I WANT MY HUBBBIE!
I WANT MY HUBBBIE!
I WANT MY HUBBBIE!
I WANT MY HUBBBIE!
I WANT MY HUBBBIE!
I WANT MY HUBBBIE!
I WANT MY HUBBBIE!
I WANT MY HUBBBIE!
I WANT MY HUBBBIE!
HUNNIE WANTS HER HUBBIE NOW!
SORRY LAH... damn bored. Miss blogging. Suddenly damn free. I WANNA BATHE... but got some china motherfuackers fixing my door and they stink my whole room.Tonight dinner with hubbie and the problem now is, i have no idea how to drive to his house. -.- die?
I WANT MY HUBBBIE!
I WANT MY HUBBBIE!
I WANT MY HUBBBIE!
I WANT MY HUBBBIE!
I WANT MY HUBBBIE!
I WANT MY HUBBBIE!
I WANT MY HUBBBIE!
I WANT MY HUBBBIE!
I WANT MY HUBBBIE!
I WANT MY HUBBBIE!
I WANT MY HUBBBIE!
I WANT MY HUBBBIE!
I WANT MY HUBBBIE!
I WANT MY HUBBBIE!
I WANT MY HUBBBIE!
HUNNIE WANTS HER HUBBIE NOW!
SORRY LAH... damn bored. Miss blogging. Suddenly damn free. I WANNA BATHE... but got some china motherfuackers fixing my door and they stink my whole room.Tonight dinner with hubbie and the problem now is, i have no idea how to drive to his house. -.- die?
SWEET
AdorABLE
boo
HORt! touch me and you will be crushed
bleah?
she's someone I cant lose
She loook like.. arnold?
lolololol
Corde's got poison lips. She attempt to kiss me. eew
Lame
Awww.... this picture damn sweet. i sweeter. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
I LOVE HER!
NOW MY TURN!
CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEze?
eeee.. so scary... 4545647567
Retareded
HA HA HA?
I told you she's ugly
LOL.
My work piece. Theme : National education
Jojie's theme. Cyber
Corde : Cyber
heavenly
I have to idea w hat's this doing outside my gate when I was heading out to irritate dear by playing with his doorbell. HE... IS.. a heavy sleeper. Must ring the bell like.... 23435345234234 times then he will wake up. There's once where he never wake up at all... I tot he missing sia. cried like hell... hgfytfiy
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